Friday, September 26, 2008

Why am I writing this ....and why you may want to read this.

Ohh how I wish I could write this in a more logical, serious and sensible way, coz believe me when I tell you, I know exactly how important this is. Although some would argue that if I really wished for it that bad, I could probably make it come true. But you see, that would really make it pointless, just like the rest of the serious stuff that we have been conditioned to regard as important. So why am I writing this anyways, you ask? Well, because -
1. I have a feeling that I might just be right about this.
2. I want to make sure that I am right about this.
3. It's something REALLY interesting...makes you wanna think! And that's more than what I can say for most of what is being written about in this world.
4. I am scared shitless by the fact that what I have come to know might actually be true and the headless chicken in me wants to spread the word.
5. I actually want to find out - Where will this end? Actually I also want to find out Why did it start in the first place ....but that's a question for another lifetime I guess.

Not a very good answer, eh? Ok ... how's this for an answer - Because I want to ! To be quite honest, it still doesn't answer the original question - Why - but then I have never quite been able to fathom as to why does anyone want to do anything ! What is that exact sensation composed of? Is it some sort of a chemical imbalance in the organic structure of my brain that , due to some freak co-incidence of cause and effect in the general goings on of this vast universe, makes me feel like I want to write about this? Will my writing this , or for that matter, anything I do (eg. scratch my leg, fall in love, fry an egg, win a lottery, drive down to work, buy a house, or even pick my nose) have any kind of a ripple effect within this or any other Universe? If the apple hadn't fallen on Newton's head that particular afternoon, would we still be grappelling with the concept of gravity ? Am I doing this, coz it's part of a bigger celestial plan? Has this been preordained that I shall want to light a smoke at precisely 3:42 PM on a Thursday?

The answer is Yes and No. And I'll definitely try to come back to this question if I am not struck by lightening or something in the very near future.
Oh by the way, why are You reading this? ...................................................Any of the the answers above make better sense now?

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